It’s a big change in my life, and I’m pleased to say that I won’t be alone anymore. I’ve finally found the light at the end of the tunnel. And I can proudly say that I’ll be walking this world holding your hand forever. It’s a long time, But after being with you, it makes my life so much easier, physically, mentally, emotionally, financially, and everything else in between. I found everything I need to maintain a healthy and happy life. I found all of that in one person.
I actually find it a little amusing. Why? Because it’s a test. It’s a test of how dedicated you are towards you dreams. It’s a test to see how willing you are to make it come true. It drives me with so much energy that I always come out on top. And once again, I’m put up to the test. I’m not going to let them win. I will make my dream come true. They’ll realize their false hopes is what helped me achieve my goals and dreams.
It’s been a long season, but it went by so fast. It felt like yesterday we learned thee first set of the show. It felt like I was learning the first of the choreography for the first time. And now it’s all over. I am happy to have spent my time devoted to marching band. I am happy that I spent 99% of my free time spinning and rehearsing. Yes I’m upset that I can’t remove these moments, but I’m happy that I have memories with everyone that I’ll never forget.
Goodbye marching band. Hello winterguard:)
It’s nice that I’m so occupied with school, extra curricular, and senior year and all. But sometimes, I need a day, a couple hours would even work, to just sit down, relax, and enjoy the day.
When I first started to grind my teeth at night, they were barely noticeable.
This is new o.o
And you wonder why I don’t like interacting with you guys.
I never really understood that. You’re going to have the intention to say hi, and I’m going to assume you want to have a conversation. But after I send a text, you don’t reply. I really don’t get it. Did you change your mind about texting me? Did you forget? Did you find something/someone better to talk to? I just don’t understand. If you’re going to text me, could you at least make the conversation last, or at least let me know when you’re going to stop?
But I make the most with what I have so I can smile at least once a day.
Don’t ever give up on what you love to do. People may bring you down, but they shouldn’t get you to change what you want to do and what you love.
I don’t want your negativity. If I can dream it, I can make it happen. And I will make my dreams come true, with or without your help.